Thursday, February 22

So this is the next step...

I have this feeling of dread which washes over me from time to time, increasing in frequency and intensity with each instance. It's like I lost my way sometime back and I've only just realized that I've been going around in circles for some time. People expect me to be excited with my impending entry into the real world. All I feel is the aforementioned dread. What should I be excited about? All that I see out there are endless responsibilities, mind numbing boredom, pitiful salaries, impossible expectations and incompetent people. I guess what I'm going through right now is the slow and painful death of my idealism. Just another casualty in the process of growing up. Once again, it's not all it's cracked up to be.